Love 2 Hard

I been loving hard
But more like from a far
Some things I just can't explain as I watch it fall apart
What used to be a blank canvas is now a work of art
But instead of new colors painted it's a lot of battle scars

Now I got my back against the wall Thinking back to the days I had it all
Till I lost my sense of focus that kept me hopeless poppin tabs of Adderall
I done sent out love & released that grudge
& it ain't returned but I ain't mad at all
Taking baby steps cause before I walked into the shawdows
I learned that I had to crawl

& that's life choices, with every decision made
My nigga I'm still on a journey I just took a trip in the hidden cave
Just to find out I'm still a slave
Tryna get this shit outta my head
It's a lot of new shit I could spill on the paper I feel like I'm better off dead

People change seasons change these are things that make me colder
I hate the fact that I love too hard cause it always fucks me over
I need to gain I see the rain release the pain I can't be sober
I hate the fact that I love too hard cause it always fucks me over

Man it always fucks me over
Every time someone gets closer
To the lump beating in my chest
As I keep this stress it'll just stay colder

If it ain't unconditional, can you say that it's truly love
Or do you expect a repayment & put others down so that you above

Cause if you really do & its really true you would wanna see me thrive
Picture me as masterpiece like the greatest thing alive
Time losing no picking & choosing just see it switching sides
Ima take a dive while I over analyze

I'm not the type to overhype I'm over life cause I give too much
It's only right I show the light you hope I might at least give 2 fucks
But overnight my oversight is overripe I'm prolly in too deep
My soul is bright I sowed it right they overbite & I feel too weak

Heartbroken I been loving too hard
Expectations have been going too far
Stay authentic never change who you are
Gave a lot & it was never subpar

They'll be back because they see ima star
But you left me when this shit got bizzare
Now I'm moving smoke a Cuban cigar
Man this feeling got me playing my part

People change seasons change these are things that make me colder
I hate the fact that I love too hard cause it always fucks me over
I need to gain I see the rain release the pain I can't be sober
I hate the fact that I love too hard cause it always fucks me over

People change seasons change these are things that make me colder
I hate the fact that I love too hard cause it always fucks me over
I need to gain I see the rain release the pain I can't be sober
I hate the fact that I love too hard cause it always fucks me over

People change seasons change these are things that make me colder
I hate the fact that I love too hard cause it always fucks me over
I need to gain I see the rain release the pain I can't be sober
I hate the fact that I love too hard cause it always fucks me over



Credits
Writer(s): Angelo Taylor
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