So Many

I've been through this so many times
Blood spells out my name there's so many stains I think that I've lost it this time
You call out my name but I don't hear a thing
I think that I'm losing my mind
You're all on my brain your posters are framed
But you left me so far behind
But you left me so far behind
I've been through this so many times

Blood spells out my name there's so many stains I think that I've lost it this time
You call out my name but I don't hear a thing
I think that I'm losing my mind
You're all on my brain your posters are framed
But you left me so far behind

Yeah you left me so far behind
I think that I'm losing my mind

This time I've lost it
Listen to the clock sync up with the Fossett
Drip drip dripping away goes my days I lost em
Sip sip sipping away at the bottle of pain to the bottom
The bottomless bottle it pours out the nozzle
Into my glass so bitter and awful
But I can't throttle fill auto
I can not wallow In sorrow
Today is yesterday's tomorrow

But today is tomorrow's yesterday
New day new smile
It's been a while
But still all hostile
Dump it in the trash pile
But it's a lifestyle
But its all worthwhile
It's all worthwhile

Flood out my neck and my wrist for just for a lil smile
For a lil smile
Pour up a four take a sip imma down the whole bottle
Imma Down the whole bottle
It's time I say I've never been the good guy
Of course I
Always ask why
I just gotta let fly
Just gotta get by
Been through this so many time
I've been through this so many times

Blood spells out my name there's so many stains I think that I've lost it this time
You call out my name but I don't hear a thing
I think that I'm losing my mind
You're all on my brain your posters are framed
But you left me so far behind
But you left me so far behind
I've been through this so many times

Blood spells out my name there's so many stains I think that I've lost it this time
You call out my name but I don't hear a thing
I think that I'm losing my mind
You're all on my brain your posters are framed
But you left me so far behind
Yeah you left me so far behind

So I
Sit in the back of my mind press rewind on the good times
I'm
All on the decline but I gotta retry staying inside of the line
I need to realize that it all takes time to wrap around you like a vine
To wrap around you like a vine
I've been through this so many times

I'm praying that I see some progress
It's always taken out of context
Life seems to always be a contest
So fuck it let's scramble the jets

I've been Smokin so many cigarettes
I'm haunted by shadows the silhouettes
I keep on trying to get rest
But She's pulling the strings Imma marionette

Damn
I don't really like who I am
But it's on my own two feet I stand
This bullshit I don't understand
It's on my own two feet I ran

Now I'm on my own again
Holding my breath counting to ten
Wanna feel your touch again
But I can't never again

Blood spells out my name there's so many stains I think that I've lost it this time
You call out my name but I don't hear a thing
I think that I'm losing my mind
You're all on my brain your posters are framed
But you left me so far behind
But you left me so far behind
I've been through this so many times

Blood spells out my name there's so many stains I think that I've lost it this time
You call out my name but I don't hear a thing
I think that I'm losing my mind
You're all on my brain your posters are framed
But you left me so far behind
But you left me so far behind
I think that I'm losing my mind