Hide and Seek

Your afraid of your heart so you're breaking mine
Keeping track of the time while you wasting mine
Same excuses it's fine copy paste and move on
Seems the kiss was just bliss an experiment
You'll regret and forget when the year is spent
By the time you admit what you feel I'll be gone

I'm closing my eyes and I'm counting to ten
Can't believe that I'm playing this game again
I'm too grown up and too unafraid
For hide and seek
I don't wanna be a secret that you keep
I'm trying to find you but your in too deep
I'd cross an ocean for you
But I won't play hide and seek
I don't wanna be a secret that you keep
But when I'm asleep I dream of you finally deciding
Your ready to come out of hiding

The whole school is on fire you watch it burn
Now your GPAs higher what did you learn
Seems like your getting tired of caring at all
So I'm just tossed to the side
This identity crisis is hard to watch
When I think that it's over another notch
And I learned you retreat just as fast as you fall
What happened to pride

I'm closing my eyes and I'm counting to ten
Can't believe that I'm playing this game again
I'm too grown up and too unafraid
For hide and seek
I don't wanna be a secret that you keep
Fine you can stay asleep so ordinary and rule-abiding
I'm so done seeking but please keep on hiding

I'll ignore how you look at me
I'll pretend that I don't see
It's easier if we let the tension subside
Who cares about reality
Keep being who you wanna be
I'll forget what you told me it's clear that you lied
And I tried so hard to find you
But I won't play hide and seek
I don't wanna be a secret that you keep