See the Light

Lately I've been feeling like Im just trynna see the light
Lately I've been feeling like Im just trynna see the light
Lately I've been feeling like Im just trynna see the light
Im just trynna see the light

What is fate
I just sit and wait
Pray to my father that I could see the Gate
My heart is getting harder, started getting filled with hate
My soul is tired, I just need a break

From myself and everything between
Don't need nirvana, just a change of scene

I hope you know what I mean
Yeah

Haven't seen my friends in a while
Been wanting to call
But instead I talk to these walls

They don't talk back
But they help me get though it all
Yeah
But they help me get though it all
When its all bad

Been feeling lonely, trynna shake it off
But my shield is feeling kinda soft
Should I take it off?

And take it all as it comes
Ain't holding my tongue
Cause at the end its all said and done

Does it matter what I say
Or just how you hear it
Im I supposed stay
A lot can happen in a minute

I mean

I don't know how to move on from here
I just know the answers will appear near

Does it matter if I pray
Pouring out these feelings
Getting though the day
Ain't enough to get this healing I need

And I know there's a lot of things to fear
But when I look in the mirror the pictures clear

Thats why I

I'd rather have your hate than your pity
And I'll remember who was there and who wasn't when I needed
But the first man I will thank though, is the man on the mirror
And the man above
Cause in the dry, He lead me to the river

Amen

My heart is big and it keeps getting bigger
But in this war I'll have to stand in the middle
I won't be waiting for applause, I know I was born a winner
No one can tell me otherwise, you'll have to beg me to differ

Haven't seen my friends in a while
Been wanting to call
But instead I talk to these walls

They don't talk back
But they help me get though it all
Yeah
But they help me get though it all
When its all bad

Well at the end of the day Im grateful for it
Need villains in the story for heroes to get the glory

Well, we live in strange times
I finally get to break these damn ties with these fake smiles

Now it doesn't matter to me if you doubt me
But you'll have to do it far away without me

You only tell me who you are based on what you say about me
And its hard to fool the people that surround me
Trust me

Now Im only here to tell the kids I'll be alright
That the world can a mean place but you still gotta fight
That its okay that you feel down sometimes we all do
But this place would lose a lot if it didn't have you

Trust me

Lately I've been feeling like Im just trynna see the light
Lately I've been feeling like Im just trynna see the light
Lately I've been feeling like Im just trynna see the light
Im just trynna see the light