RED

All these crazy thoughts are always running through my head
Can't sleep they keep me awake all night that's why I don't go to bed
All my thoughts are filled with dread I'm always having doubts and regrets
Gotta stop those runaway thoughts in their tracks so that I can get ahead of them

Otherwise overthinking is just what will lead to my demise
All these thoughts I make up is just me spoon feeding myself lies
I can not let it consume me and by it I mean my mind I make my own self claustrophobic
Make myself feel so confined I push myself off the deep end
Get caught in a bind I can not let it consume me I can
Not let my mind drag me down
I have to get up fight back have to remember to keep both feet on the ground
Gotta understand gotta convince myself
That I am allowed to get what I want to get what I need
In order to succeed I just gotta breathe
Yeah its really scary but that's just what I agreed,
To, Who, Oh yeah I'm talking to you
I say to myself in the mirror
This is what I agreed to
This is what I signed up for
Mom I wanna be an artist when I grow up
Like I said this is what I signed up for
All of the doubts the dread the anxiety
All this shit that's inside of me
Maybe a new mindset thinking of it differently is
Just what I need to inspire me to do what I gotta do
In order to be to get what I want to get what I need
I don't mean greed I just wanna achieve
Can't let it hold me back I wanna succeed gotta sweat cry and bleed
Till I'm knocked down to my knees
Letting out a silent scream into the night
Only heard by the trees only heard by the moon
Is it too soon
Only half past noon I mean midnight still 12 o'clock right
Gotta ignite my soul
Anxiety shit it's getting really old
Dark thoughts in the night is just the thing that'll turn your lil warm pure heart cold

But all these crazy thoughts are always running through my head
Can't sleep they keep me awake all night that's why I don't go to bed
All my thoughts are filled with dread I'm always having doubts and regrets
Gotta stop those runaway thoughts in their tracks so that I can get ahead of them

Yeah

So that I can get ahead of them
Woah

So that I can get ahead of them

So I can get out of my head because maybe then I'll stop seeing red



Credits
Writer(s): Olivia Vancampen
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