Fightsong

Well I've been in this stupid town long enough
To know some fuckers who should keep their mouth shut
And I've seen good days and I've seen the worst
I've seen life and joy, and I've seen it work
But this time I think I have felt life hurt
If the pain is just a way of making me urk
And dude fuckin' chill, these are some dark lyrics
I know, shut your mouth and just hear the chorus
And it goes

Everything you know about me is a total lie
And I know you've seen through it from time to time
But inside I'm just an old ugly awful person
Someone who likes to be clean, but is just disturbing

And sometimes I wanna kick the shit out of a car
Go and get some drinks and fight in a bar
My fists haven't grazed a face in years
Maybe it's my brain talking or it's just the beer
And I know outside it's harder to hear
The ones who love you and hold you dear
But this is my journey babe, it's my honesty
And don't follow me, you won't like what you see

Everything you know about me is a total lie
And I know you've seen through it from time to time
But inside I'm just an old ugly awful person
Someone who likes to be clean, but is just disturbing

I know that you see me as a fun lovin' guy
But there's something inside that makes me wanna hide
An emptiness that is eating me alive
And because of this, I don't go outside
Because what's the point if we're all gonna die
But I hate that place that's dark in my mind
Its a void of effort that is awful and contrived
And with all of these factors, I think that is why

Everything you know about me is a total lie
And I know you've seen through it from time to time
But inside I'm just an old ugly awful person
Someone who likes to be clean, but is just disturbing