Necrophenomenon

You lie
Awake in bed at night
A blade
Against your arm to wake yourself up
Inside
Pain that you feel you deserve
You have
Almost lost your mind

Ballad
Of a broken mind
Could you
Bring yourself to leave it behind
Lone room
No one home to hear you scream
You have
Almost lost your mind

Go take that rope down from the rafters
Put the blue pills back and sit them on the shelf
If I could go back and have my say
You'd live to cry another day

And to this day in pains me still
That on the night you took your pill
I was chasing butterflies to high in the sky
Out my reach coz my zoom in was ill
Windowsill prescription, for a condition
Ended up for affliction, Causing soul eviction, so
It hurts that all I know
Is your surface level and your face from one photo
But at that point you'd already heard the call
To end it all, curtain call, mortal thrall
Cant put an excuse in
Cause I was clued in
I was the one who didn't do anything
I've been told it wouldn't make a difference
But either way its too late
If I played my part back then
I would never remember that date

Go take that rope down from the rafters
Put the blue pills back and sit them on the shelf
If I could go back and have my say
But in this world I can't bring you back