closed off

Yeah

Yeah you know I been closed off way way way too long
Trynna find a way to get over you with songs
Writing some myself
I been busy lately with my pen
Trynna get these thoughts up out my head
Yeah you know I been closed off way way way too long
Trynna get these thoughts out my head they be too strong
I remember when
I was writing journals in my bed
Now my songs say how I feel instead

Sometimes I get caught up forget it
Sometimes I stare into the dark and I regret it
You know I can't help but reflect on how we left it
Thinking back I'm going in the wrong direction
And I ain't giving people chances
Not even giving a first thought or second glances
Keep moving on and on and on and on
Can't let these girls around me stay too long

Yeah you know I been closed off way way way too long
Trynna find a way to get over you with songs
Writing some myself (Self)
I been busy lately with my pen (With the pen like)
Trynna get these thoughts up out my head
Yeah you know I been closed off way way way too long
Trynna get these thoughts out my head they be too strong
I remember when (When)
I was writing journals in my bed
Now my songs say how I feel instead

As I jot in my journal I think bout the hurdles of loving you back in the day
Writing these songs hope they heal all the pain
Running these tracks like I'm trapped in the race
Running in circles the sound of your name
Get a nigga throwed off
Your voicemails when I doze off
Outta business I'm closed off
We went from high school sweethearts
No caller ID logs, now I'm pressing delete on
All of your messages, hope I never remember them
Erase them all from my memory, your love was toxic was venomous
Don't have no time for no negative uh
Water won't sink no ship unless you let that shit up in it
So you better watch you drink what's in your cup uh what you sipping?
Are you breathing? Are you living?
Are you sinking? Are you swimming?
In this ocean of emotion they say there's a million fishes but I
Only got one heart
Yeah you know I been closed off
All alone with my own thoughts
Holding on but it's so hard
Maybe I should just let go
Heart broken I heal slow
Heart frozen I feel cold
Open up it's been too long

Closed off way too long
And I know that what I hold will carry on
Yes I know I been wrong
But I hope to give you up, not live withdrawn

Yeah you know I been closed off way way way too long
Trynna find a way to get over you with songs
Writing some myself
I been busy lately with my pen
Trynna get these thoughts up out my head
Yeah you know I been closed off way way way too long
Trynna get these thoughts out my head they be too strong
I remember when
I was writing journals in my bed
Now my songs say how I feel instead
Yeah



Credits
Writer(s): Mixtape Seoul, Taylor Edmonds, Tyler Heeter
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