Holding It Together

Been the type to always wanna fix
Bitter and sweet were never meant to mix
Know this story ends with my heart breaking
Cause I'm always giving and you never stop taking
I know this ain't right, been going on for a while
But I would give it all just to make you smile
I'm losing myself because I love you so
But if you really loved me, I think you would know

That I'm so tired of giving all that I have
Cause no one seems, to be giving it back
I'm falling apart, and no one can see
That holding it together, is wrecking me

I'm always there picking up when you call
To hold you and help you, whenever you fall
But what about when I'm hurt or alone
I know you never think, to pick up the phone
But that won't stop me I'll always be there
I know I deserve someone who shows that they care
Not this one-sided heartache where I'm being used
And for the first time it's finally me that I choose

Cause I'm so tired of giving all that I have
Cause no one seems, to be giving it back
I'm falling apart, and no one can see
That holding it together, is wrecking me

Waiting for the person who fills my cup
Who stays on the phone when they know that I'm up
Someone who isn't blind, can see that I'm breaking
Cause right now they just keep taking and taking
This hurt that I feel has me broken inside
Ashamed of the pain, I just want to hide
I'm trying so hard to do this on my own
Cause right now I've never felt so alone

Cause I'm so tired of giving all that I have
Cause no one seems, to be giving it back
I'm falling apart, and no one can see
That holding it together, is wrecking me



Credits
Writer(s): Amanda Goldman
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