Numb
I wanna get numb on the daily
To ditch all the pain I been spacy
I haven't been coming 'round lately yeah
I'm starting to think that you hate me (and)
You're probably asking me why
And I dunno if I should lie
Or if I should tell you the truth (because)
You might think its because of you
But I can assure you it's me (it's me)
I been the problem you see
I can't trust nobody I bleed (I bleed)
I'm never the one that they need
I mess up everything I do (it's true)
So I feel like I'm gonna lose you
If I keep on the way that I been (I been)
Then I feel like we won't make amends
See the problems I got in my head
All the thoughts I got that were fed (lies)
So I can't trust you so instead
I sit I sit and I dream in my bed
I just wanna ditch the time
I just wanna pause my life (my life)
So I don't have to feel the cries
And I don't have to hear the lies (the lies)
So my thoughts drive me insane
And I wish they were not in my brain (naw)
Don't wanna think, don't wanna think
That all girls are the same
But I can't help, I can't help
What goes on in my brain
Yeah I can't help, I can't help
What goes on in my brain
I wanna get numb on the daily
If I do, will I write? maybe
I'm feeling too much pain lately
I'm tired I'm tired I'm tired of chasing
I been in a therapy session (yeah)
To try to release the depression (depression)
They said I should take the drugs
To lower the pain I dont want no drugs (no drugs)
I really just wanna feel real
I don't want the drugs to heal (to heal)
Yeah I just wanna learn to deal
With the pain and stress I feel
I know that they just want me happy (happy)
And they just want me out of this valley
But I don't wanna leave my world
And I'm talking bout music 'cause that's my world
Kinda feel like my thoughts just haunt (they haunt)
But why do they just wanna taunt
Kinda wish that theyd change the font (the font)
But I don't really know what I want (no)
I really just wanna be happy
But I really don't wanna be happy
If they boost my serotonin
Will I still write in the morning (will I)
I been dealing with this for a while
I been going through so many trials (trials)
I been walking through so many miles
And I cant remember the last time I smiled (smiled)
They ask, I don't wanna talk
Get out my mind maybe go for a walk (a walk)
I cant I'm trapped in my thoughts
And ain't no one gonna answer my knocks (no)
To ditch all the pain I been spacy
I haven't been coming 'round lately yeah
I'm starting to think that you hate me (and)
You're probably asking me why
And I dunno if I should lie
Or if I should tell you the truth (because)
You might think its because of you
But I can assure you it's me (it's me)
I been the problem you see
I can't trust nobody I bleed (I bleed)
I'm never the one that they need
I mess up everything I do (it's true)
So I feel like I'm gonna lose you
If I keep on the way that I been (I been)
Then I feel like we won't make amends
See the problems I got in my head
All the thoughts I got that were fed (lies)
So I can't trust you so instead
I sit I sit and I dream in my bed
I just wanna ditch the time
I just wanna pause my life (my life)
So I don't have to feel the cries
And I don't have to hear the lies (the lies)
So my thoughts drive me insane
And I wish they were not in my brain (naw)
Don't wanna think, don't wanna think
That all girls are the same
But I can't help, I can't help
What goes on in my brain
Yeah I can't help, I can't help
What goes on in my brain
I wanna get numb on the daily
If I do, will I write? maybe
I'm feeling too much pain lately
I'm tired I'm tired I'm tired of chasing
I been in a therapy session (yeah)
To try to release the depression (depression)
They said I should take the drugs
To lower the pain I dont want no drugs (no drugs)
I really just wanna feel real
I don't want the drugs to heal (to heal)
Yeah I just wanna learn to deal
With the pain and stress I feel
I know that they just want me happy (happy)
And they just want me out of this valley
But I don't wanna leave my world
And I'm talking bout music 'cause that's my world
Kinda feel like my thoughts just haunt (they haunt)
But why do they just wanna taunt
Kinda wish that theyd change the font (the font)
But I don't really know what I want (no)
I really just wanna be happy
But I really don't wanna be happy
If they boost my serotonin
Will I still write in the morning (will I)
I been dealing with this for a while
I been going through so many trials (trials)
I been walking through so many miles
And I cant remember the last time I smiled (smiled)
They ask, I don't wanna talk
Get out my mind maybe go for a walk (a walk)
I cant I'm trapped in my thoughts
And ain't no one gonna answer my knocks (no)
Credits
Writer(s): Leland Myers
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