Retrospective

Tryna see like how the fuck did I get here
Negative thoughts hunting me
Tryna tear down what I build
I can use yo company, but I can't access you nowhere
So I'm just tryna see how the fuck did I end up here yeah

In and outta conscious reminiscing tryna learn
From mistakes locked my heart burned the codes to the safe
It be hard to share may problems no offense
But that's the way I was raised so I just vent
Thru these bars to escape I'm so tired of
Worldly pressures I just hope and ask God
For a way, knowing gotta meet em one day
Living in a world that is full of demons
So I choose to stay away can't
Lose sight of the vision
I'm putting in all this work so I can
End up in the kingdom right where
I belong sending praises thru the air
Had to learn my lesson practice patience
Handle blessings with care I got
Caught up in the ego so now I'm

Tryna see like how the fuck did I get here
Negative thoughts hunting me
Tryna tear down what I build
I want yo company, but I can't access you nowhere
So I'm just tryna see how the fuck did I end up here yeah



Credits
Writer(s): Kenneth Martin Jr.
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