Playin Widja

I ain't playin widja, I ain't playin widja
But I smile through it, half perfect half ruined
Dont know why we're here but suicide I can't do it
Thinking 'bout da times I shook leg and pushed past through it
Thinking 'bout when did da struggles become fluid
Thinking 'bout my mum raising us four for a reason
Thinking 'bout us four thriving still breathing
Thinking 'bout rah 4 kids uno I can't do it

I ain't playin widja, I ain't playing widja
Thinking 'bout my nephew
I know it's been a while but like peekaboo I never left you
Enjoy being young getting older can be stressful
Late night at redbull studios slipping redbull
Early morning I wake up and look like Dead-pool
I was making crowds scream like I make heavy metal
Sometimes they give me flowers
Sometimes they give me petals
Can't predict the future I just hope that it's eventful

I ain't playing widja
Tell that cutie pie I'm working I ain't staying widja
Call my mum ask her how's my baby sister
I know she stole my shine when we were young but I forgive ya
Thinking 'bout college all the cards I made fridge pick up
Saw speech the other day he's doing well for himself big up
Thinking 'bout funky house dot-star it's a stick up
Thinking 'bout playground who can do the most kick ups

I ain't playing widja, I ain't playing widja
Thinking 'bout the time I peeled back my first knicker
Now they call me Kadi... Captian thirst quencher
Don't put me and her in the same room that might cause tension
I might lie beside her stroking hair extension
Talking 'bout some shit makes her say I'm so interesting
But how interesting am I if I ain't interested
Still make her stay for another hour like detention

I aint playing widja
(kadiata noises)