The Wall of Sheldon

How did this all become so complacent
How could I not know what they've done
How did they pilfer control of my mind

Try to run but the wound's still bleeding
Try to hide but there's no escape
Conflicted that my heart's still beating
So I let myself fall in again

(You can't fake it) Content in misery
(You can't fake it) Longing to be free
(You can't fake it) It's right behind your eyes
(You can't fake it) You can't even try
(You can't fake it) Everybody sees
(You can't fake it) Struggle
(You can't fake it) Suffer
(You can't fake it) Hide
(You can't fake it) Hide it all
(You can't fake it)

Panicked thoughts waver like the summer breeze
Racing in only to disappear
And I can't find the words
To bring meaning to my reality

Try to run but my wound's still bleeding
Try to hide but there's no escape
Conflicted that my heart's still beating
So I let myself fall in again

(You can't change this) You can't twist the truth
(You can't change this) Like I've twisted you
(You can't change this) This will always be
(You can't change this) Endless misery
(You can't change this) I'll betray you
(You can't change this) You'll ask for more
(You can't change this) Run
(You can't change this) Run
(You can't change this) Run
(You can't change this)

Now
Take back the chaos you have wrought
Untangle these woven lives
Release me from blind devotion
Just let me go