I Still (feat. Trevell Hudson)

I can't even call you back
We lost connection
Like way way back
And i hate to mention that...
It's my fault, you was holding back
Yeah cause You was holding back
Waiting for me to give you that
And i was so stuck on what you lack
Was chasing dreams and I ran of track
So i gotta face it...
I messed up i embraced it
So i was fixing myself
Healing myself
Waiting for you on this shelf
But somebody scooped you up
Felt like a kid that left his lunch
Back at the crib
It is what it is...
I gave up on us but baby i still
I can be the bad guy
You hate my guts
Wanna be the last guy
(Last guy)
You ever touch
(You ever touched)
I can be the Bad guy
That your gonna love
Not tryna do this shit like last time
Not doing shit like last time
(Last time, yeah yeah)
I didn't think we was gonna get here
I still
You love me still?
And I thought you was attached
Left you a message
ain't get a call back
Cause i was still wanting you bad
Can't get through you like
Damn I'm going out sad
Felt misplaced in a way
Your feelings fade
Laid in white chalk and the tape
need me a prayer like hey
Lord come take all my pain I'm going insane
I'll be sitting with X
Like what do she want from a NIGGA
I'm trying my best
I'm still writing this text
Like I'm letting you go
It's breaking my chest
I guess it's all for the best
Put my heart on my sleeve
Your name on my neck
Who's heart ima break next
Chasing a check
Money ain't let me down yet
I can be the bad guy
You hate my guts
Wanna be the last guy
(Last guy)
You ever touch
(You ever touched)
I can be the Bad guy
That your gonna love
Not tryna do this shit like last time
(I hope it's not the last time)
Not doing shit like last time
(Not the last time,yeah yeah)