Alter
I'm going through change
I do not know what's going on in my head and I don't feel the same
I mean just look at me, I'm lost, I'm broken, I'm nothing
I'm willing to create something out of nothing
Using words from my head to aim for something
I question myself am I made for this?
I look at myself in the mirror and question myself
Am I going far with this?
As I question myself every day
These thoughts are really wiping off my bliss
I act normal every day
I don't want anyone to know this or to find this
Honestly, I can't deal with this change
I tried to escape it, but this change is calling my name
Dark thoughts eat me alive, and I can't deal with this pain
I seat and think things alone, this pain repeats itself again
It left a scar in my heart that still remains
Life is sometimes hard
Life can really tear you apart
They say, everything is going to be alright
They don't know what's going on inside
I just smile, and make them think, I'm alright
These thoughts make me think, I'm 'bout to die
Ask, are you good? I just say fine
I hate! when somebody crosses my lines
I don't know
I don't know but I feel like somebody just ripped out my soul
All I know is, I am not the same anymore
If you're looking for the old me just know, it's gone (it's gone)
Now my days are fading
Now my life is different
There's a lot in my head
I'm altered
I observed and now I look at life in a different way
It changed me, from being myself to a different state
I'm always sitting there! all alone and keeping quiet
But my head is loud I can't even keep it silent
My days are the worst, they make me see black and white
All of my life I have been in fear, I never admit when I'm right
I'm always wrong
I'm always wrong
I always tell myself, "Stand up and be strong"
This life is tiring and it's about to be long
I'm restricted from being happy, I don't care
I said, I don't care
I got myself I think it's fair
I don't want to lose myself because I'm rare
There's a lot to say but some words put me in tear
I want difference in my life this year
I wasn't raised by the world, I was raised by my pain
For the sake of me to grow and reach the end
I grew and realized you live and die alone until the end
I'm just being me, I'm not a mistake
They say explain this pain
I don't know what say
Pain has been my friend since I was young until today
I don't know
I don't know but I feel like somebody just ripped out my soul
All I know is, I am not the same anymore
If you're looking for the old me just know, it's gone (it's gone)
Now my days are fading
Now my life is different
There's a lot in my head
I'm altered
I do not know what's going on in my head and I don't feel the same
I mean just look at me, I'm lost, I'm broken, I'm nothing
I'm willing to create something out of nothing
Using words from my head to aim for something
I question myself am I made for this?
I look at myself in the mirror and question myself
Am I going far with this?
As I question myself every day
These thoughts are really wiping off my bliss
I act normal every day
I don't want anyone to know this or to find this
Honestly, I can't deal with this change
I tried to escape it, but this change is calling my name
Dark thoughts eat me alive, and I can't deal with this pain
I seat and think things alone, this pain repeats itself again
It left a scar in my heart that still remains
Life is sometimes hard
Life can really tear you apart
They say, everything is going to be alright
They don't know what's going on inside
I just smile, and make them think, I'm alright
These thoughts make me think, I'm 'bout to die
Ask, are you good? I just say fine
I hate! when somebody crosses my lines
I don't know
I don't know but I feel like somebody just ripped out my soul
All I know is, I am not the same anymore
If you're looking for the old me just know, it's gone (it's gone)
Now my days are fading
Now my life is different
There's a lot in my head
I'm altered
I observed and now I look at life in a different way
It changed me, from being myself to a different state
I'm always sitting there! all alone and keeping quiet
But my head is loud I can't even keep it silent
My days are the worst, they make me see black and white
All of my life I have been in fear, I never admit when I'm right
I'm always wrong
I'm always wrong
I always tell myself, "Stand up and be strong"
This life is tiring and it's about to be long
I'm restricted from being happy, I don't care
I said, I don't care
I got myself I think it's fair
I don't want to lose myself because I'm rare
There's a lot to say but some words put me in tear
I want difference in my life this year
I wasn't raised by the world, I was raised by my pain
For the sake of me to grow and reach the end
I grew and realized you live and die alone until the end
I'm just being me, I'm not a mistake
They say explain this pain
I don't know what say
Pain has been my friend since I was young until today
I don't know
I don't know but I feel like somebody just ripped out my soul
All I know is, I am not the same anymore
If you're looking for the old me just know, it's gone (it's gone)
Now my days are fading
Now my life is different
There's a lot in my head
I'm altered
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Writer(s): Teflon E
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