Sleep Walking Afraid

Wake up
You sleeping walking big bro
I said Wake the fuck up
There ain't nothing to be afraid of

For too long I hibernate
As a Degenerate
Cursing the world As I isolate and urinate
On all things Delicate
Shitted on the state
Drugs continued to Accumulate
Talent went to waste
Placed in a vegetate stage
Boy disgraced
with none to associate
Emotions dictates
My Confidence to mutilate
Only pride to compensate
Survival slowly suffocates

Sleepwalking afraid
The price been paid
Through Eyes of the pained
All Fingers with blame
From Guilt of the Crazed
And No God to Pray
No God to Pray

Mother kneeling for Christ
My life at the roll of a dice
The toll was Sacrifice paradise
Sacrifice paradise
Sacrifice paradise

Sleep walking with a dim flashlight
As my guide
My callous eyes
That gives hindsight Of
Ugly highlights
Times of devilish incites
Sinful invites
Pitiful delights
As A young teen since I hit the streets
Neck laid out on a guillotine
Police in the lead for the beheading And
everyone around me
stirring me placing me
Nice and vertically perfectly
Clean
On that kill me machine
Headless Sleepwalking
But I wasn't cease to be
Chose to sleep
Walking Timidly Knees shivering
Mentally screaming Through The Silent whimpering
Voices Whispering Intentionally deceitfully Hopelessly
Evil shrieking
When you caught me glaring
Stone cold soul staring
Nostrils flaring
The hate was overbearing
Steering me
Into a pit of negativity
Childhood
Not so sweet
snatched up at 16
By a super gangster fiend
Grotesquely Insufficient Zinc
A Rican super blood wanna be
dope junkie And me
Little nigga so naive
Was easily deceived By the green
And the promise to be A super G
Eventually targeted for a bullshit
Robbery

Taken by my house
Taken a Few miles out
hours held down Bound
Strange faces In a strange town
Evil all around
Bones crackling w every pounce
bloody covered grounds
But my heart held out
Revenge had sprout About
As the seed dug deep
So I went to sleep Walking Through years
in the fields Of daydreams
Took violence to an extreme
With A need to repay the niggas
Involved in the kidnapping
A decade later My goal Was accomplished
My Vengeance from my wallet
Had deposit Now
All their hearts pumping
In my pockets As promised

(Wake up)
(I said wake the fuck up)

Mother kneeling for Christ
My life at the roll of a dice
The toll was Sacrifice paradise
Sacrifice paradise
Sacrifice paradise

Sleepwalking afraid inadvertently
In a dream state curling trees
Speeding on Adrenaline
Stacking up on felonies
Gave everything up for a fallacy
A fantasy of peace
if vengeance was complete
Instead few more years of
Sleepwalking feeling Unease
My life nothing achieved
Except for torturing Myself internally
Hating everyone else Externally
Indulging on my evil immaturities
Forcefully taking niggas currencies
Had no time for Diplomacy
And I did the shit gorgeously
I said I did the shit gorgeously
Enemies all around me Poking at the beast
Searching for my identity and taking the best of me
Death for me was a certainty
Everything else was inadvertency
(I said wake the fuck up)

Sleepwalking afraid
The price been paid
Through Eyes of the pained
All Fingers with blame
From Guilt of the Crazed
And No God to Pray
No God to Pray

Mother kneeling for Christ
My life at the roll of a dice
The toll was
Sacrifice paradise
Sacrifice paradise
Sacrifice paradise

(I said wake the fuck up)