Dance Partner

I've been singing the same song
For days but there's only one line I remember
So it's hard to sing along
I've been staring at the sky every night
But there's too much light pollution
And I can't see any stars
I didn't think that four months would go so slow
But August scares me cus he's saying that
Something has to go

But maybe
If I had a dance partner
He could remember the lines
And block out the light
And be something new to arrive
But I don't know
How not to lead
And I've always succeeded with
Only two feet
And a plus one terrifies me

Clumps in the mattress from all the days
I was laying, choking the springs
Weighed down by
Everything
Windows open from morning through to dusk
Praying that something would break up the air
And the settling of the dust
Caught in the static of the days
Stagnant and waiting
Anticipating something
Please
Anything

But maybe
If I had a dance partner
He could spend me some time
And lift up the blinds
And be something new to arrive
But I don't know
How not to lead
And I've always succeeded with
Only two feet
And a plus one terrifies me