Starting To Show

5AM in the projects, still providing the flows
Smoking back to back, I need more zaza to roll
Honesty hour, there's a lot to disclose
Started from the bottom like a flower I rose
Through the highs and the lows, I learned to stay balanced
I'm mentally scarred, I'm emotionally damaged
Working like a boss, it's hard but I manage
Thanks to the music I rap around the pain like a bandage,
That's my advantage
Looking back to 2015 I was in my bag but
That time vanished, feel like I took it for granted
When you aim for the moon it might not go how you plan it
I'm taking off again I don't when I'm landing, I'm gone
I'm not in Kansas anymore, and my mission is to get it
Move my family out the Bronx, so don't ask me what I'm on
I done seen fake love rip families apart
Now in days they don't back stab you, they'll stab you in your heart
Right in front of your face
Catch 'em moving funny like a mime they got nothing to say
Putting my trust in some of y'all was my dumbest mistake
But I don't hold on to grudges, I keep it going like fuck it

Workin' and workin' I'm far from perfect, I already know
Hopped in my Birk 'cause I know they rather me starving and broke
Ran up them racks and now their true colors is starting to show
You ain't really ridin' like you say, don't be calling me bro
Slidin' in that new Mercedes I can't get caught with the pole
I fell in Love with the money, can't give my heart to a hoe
She said she love me but her true colors is starting to show

Everywhere I go they like, Stevey wassup with so and so?
Where the fuck you been at? Why you always going ghost?
By now you should be doing shows going coast to coast
But time only showed me I took the wrong approach
Tryna make this rap shit pop 'cause I was made for this
But I ain't gon' I put most the blame on my laziness
Times that by all of the sucker shit in my radius
All the shadiness started dimming my radiance
How I'm 'posed to shine when those ain't even my chains and shit
Why cap for a image fuck all the fame and shit
I'm focused on the bigger picture, I put my pain in this
Where these new niggas come from? They miscellaneous
I gotta stay dangerous now, too many strangers around
They might do anything just to gain em' some clout
I got your bae on me now, she got my name in her mouth
I went the wrong way I had to change up the route
They say it's love but words are just a dime a dozen
My phone wasn't ringing until I started buzzing
I was on the bench like Melo was, now I'm dropping buckets
Went from ugly to looking good, now she wanna buss it, for me
But I'm starting to see the real her
Instagram don't impress me, I could see through the filters
I ain't tryna cuddle up I'm tryna get my bills up
But she don't really care, only money can make her feel good, I feel her

Workin' and workin' I'm far from perfect, I already know
Hopped in my Birk 'cause I know they rather me starving and broke
Ran up them racks and now their true colors is starting to show
You ain't really ridin' like you say, don't be calling me bro
Slidin' in that new Mercedes I can't get caught with the pole
I fell in Love with the money, can't give my heart to a hoe
She said she love me but her true colors is starting to show



Credits
Writer(s): Steven Gonzalez
Lyrics powered by www.musixmatch.com

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