Self-Destructive, Self-Aware

I can't help but feel like I'm
Wasting my time
Thinking 'bout it

Thinking
It's not worth it

Couldn't look me in the eye
You shouldn't be able to
I don't want to hear your voice
In my head

Self-Destructive, Self-Aware
It doesn't matter much
If I tell myself
I begin to believe it

(Hey) Would you mind if I were to
Or one
I'm done

"I'm coming in" she said, banging on my door
I said "I want you to leave me alone"
I swear if I had the choice
I'd never see you again

You'll leave a memory here
You'll leave a memory here
You'll leave a memory here
You'll leave a memory here
Coming back, It hurts to win and nothing's good
Again

You ever wonder how (like)
You can be (like) so Self-Aware
About (like) the dumbest things
Even though it's just
It's not that big of a deal in the grand scheme of things I guess but
In your stupid 15-year old brain
It just feels like the biggest deal (like) ever
And I don't know what to do about that
'Cause it just hurts (like) a lot
All the time and there's (like) nothing you can really do about it
So it's just (like)
Over and over again and



Credits
Writer(s): Leo Chiesurin, Michael Asukyle
Lyrics powered by www.musixmatch.com

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