Gilded

Sometimes I sit an wish I didn't have it the way that I do
Like, could things have been different with the way that I moved
& at times I be confused, like why they amused
At things that leave a person hurt, battered or bruised
But to each is own, & it ain't no ducking
When the shoe on the other foot & now that Karma coming
What goes around comes around, it ain't no bluffing
You dish it out, you deal with it
Yeah, you've been summoned
But life's good, hibachi with veggies, the rice good
The ones I cut off ah tell you the slice good
I've seen it for myself, I can tell you the price good
The p-trap'd me but she can tell you the pipes good
I come, from a place where it get tragic & savage
Changed my life, for the better one, than what I was having
It's some shit that I done seen that you can't even imagine
Won't go away or cover up, I'm internally damaged
Learn to deal with it
Bandage them wounds, I heal with it
If life's a movie, I tell you I'm reel with it
You ain't ask for the shot but the demon ah still send it
This nigga flipping out, mentally he a gymnast
Turn the page
Get right with my chakras, I'm burning sage
Another way just to tell you, I've come of age
Became quick on my toes like in ballet
Too much drive to park it, no valet
That means, ain't no reason for me to be gone
I only, Came back just to season it some
This the one, that I felt like they needed me on
To show the difference from what they did & what we a be on
But I ain't tripping, no need to tell you that I'm different
No special holiday just to show you that I'm gifted
Everybody eat just a little, from my vision
Unless you disagree with the rules that I've scripted
But it's a priced that's gonna need to be paid
I ain't saying I'm a God but I need to be praised
For the way & path, that a nigga done paved
Hands together as I pray, that a nigga ain't graved
They want me gone
Auntie & mama they want me home
Headed for the crown at the top & it won't be long
They families wearing shirts like the one that they want me on
& my people pray I'm safe, I'm just hoping they won't be wrong
But look, I just came to give a piece of mind
They showing greed, but got it all but want a piece of mine
Like Valentines, I need my roses, I won't be denied
Between the sheets or in yo mental, where yo secret lay
I ain't out in every club so they pay me no mind
I just want what I deserve & in a decent time
From Miami to Toledo to Cali we fly
Or my connections with my brother who reppin the Chi
He 7, 4
You heard about the G & the D
Gangster Disciple
Growth Development
The same as can be