Constellations

Aye
Aye
Locked in my head it was scary
Trust I'll go crazy, insane if you dare me
I still can't breathe I been feelin the aerie
Love will be war so this gun Imma marry
My head is always on trial
Debating whether I should number your dial
Will it matter if we die the next aisle
If you want, then I could stay for a while
Look at my mind, it's a pile of junk
I'd be the same if my heart lost a chunk
Realized a while back life getting shrunk
Life always trips me as if I was drunk
Look at my mind, it's a pile of junk
I'd be the same if my heart lost a chunk
Realized a while back life gettin shrunk
Life always trips me as if I was drunk
Sometimes I sit here and wonder why life can go faster than thunder
I'm small like an ant
Talkin to Trey bout how missing the past can be makin me dumber
Cuz I'm in a slumber
The people a number
It's something or other
Don't fight one another
Or look for a lover
Stop lying and hiding in cover
They told me not to but, your highness, I'm stubborn
Wishful for what?
You not gon get nothing from it
Not part of a group, I'm a puppet
Do what you want
But don't you dare come back and blame me for when you get called out for ruckus
Wishful for what?
You not gon get nothing from it
Not part of a group, I'm a puppet
Do what you want
But don't you dare come back and blame me for when you get called out for ruckus

I can hear you cry
Every night
Just close your eyes
Fall into sleep
Have your dreams
Next to me
It's cold outside
Right in my arms
Free from harm
All is done
The hardest part is over now
Run
Run to me
I'll be here
When you go
Wish me luck

You don't know what it feels like to battle these demons
That haunt you when you're all alone
Trust, I can handle myself
But sometimes it feel like I'm better off on my own
My own self, beats me to death
But I'm just here acting like nothing is wrong
Should swallow my pride
Or reach for a line
I'm killing myself with no feelings involved
Cuz going to war with yourself isn't worth it
I know that I'm caught up in tryna be perfect
I feed myself lies, it's your turn, Serve The Servants
I act like I'm stunting, in real life I'm hurting
I add my own weight to this heavy ass burden
I'm falling apart, the world itself is burning
And then the whole time I act like I deserve it
I know so much better, but nothing is working
I'm trying to heal my own wounds
But sometimes the hell is the one that you choose
Keep it together, I never could lose
Loneliness never felt by only fools
The voices keep having these conversations
I resent poison, but wanna taste it
Look how much time is gone, and wasted
All of my flaws they taunt with faces
Look out upon the constellations
Look at the stars and all the places
That I could go if I didn't have all these relations
With my inner devil, I know that he's faceless
I know that I'm better than my limitations I set for myself
I'm ready to break em
I know this my chance, and nobody can take it
I know this my chance, and nobody can take it