Mixed Emotions

I don't know why I would think
Its allright to be in this state of mind
Where everything has two sides
Contemplating
Once in a while when I get to have time
To overthink all this stuff
Mixed emotions are coming up

I'm free, no
Take a closer look
I'm running with untied shoelaces
Two places, two faces
And I'm falling to pieces, to show
That it's allright, we're all just gonna go
Anywhere so why should I care?

Uniquely inconspicuous
To not look like an idiot
Don't know when to be serious just
Think of the criterias when
Wishing to be different
When really all that in the end
Is left of you can be just that
Not you but everybody else, So
I'm focused again just not
Necessarily consistent
I listen to everything you said
Try to stop
I raise my head
Mixed emotions coming up
Just like that

I'm free, no
Take a closer look
I'm running with untied shoelaces
Two places, two faces
And I'm falling to pieces, to show
That it's allright, we're all just gonna
Go anywhere so why should I even care?

And honestly
I can't afford to care anymore
No-oh
'Cause honestly
I can't afford to not care
Anymore
Hold my hopes up high so no one can reach them
Glazing in the sky I'm glad that you listen
If I was to go back in time
Would I have picked the exact some line to go for?

Looking at it from the present side
I would not know how to decide
But why should I
Since there might be no wrong or right
So I wonder why
I still feel like I need to change who I am



Credits
Writer(s): Oliver Perkics
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