Appointment Anxiety

I am going to the doctor tomorrow
It's something I've been putting off for two years
I am going to the doctor tomorrow
I think I should probably feel relieved
But I don't
I don't, I
But I don't
I don't, I

Going to the doctor is like admitting there's a problem
And I always feel better in denial
I like dissociating
I like leaving my body
And flying away into music or a movie with my brain
And sometimes I like leaving my brain behind
And flying away, only feeling my body
But not when I'm afraid that my body's all fucked up

I am going to the doctor tomorrow
Because I didn't go back when I knew that I should
I am going to the doctor tomorrow
I think I should probably feel relieved
But I don't
I don't, I
But I don't
I don't, I

But I'm going to the doctor tomorrow
Because I want to comfortably dissociate from my brain
And feel safe in my body again



Credits
Writer(s): Cassidy Mull
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