Confetti

I wasn't afraid of the dark
'Til you left me in pieces
Summer lost all its meaning
Now I'm left with three seasons

I never imagined a world
that could feel so upsetting
I know I'm just forgetting
All those nights with confetti

So I'll walk home alone just to feel something else
Cause I'm so sick of riding the bus by myself
And a part of me hopes that you feel like hell
Cause I do too

Cause I can't help but think
That you loved me before
And I can't even sleep
Cause you don't anymore
Tangled up in these sheets
Late at night and I feel so alone

Cause the way that it was
Felt so right and so sweet
Yeah I'd give it all up
Not to feel so empty
And I'd try to go back if I could
But I can't so I won't

I tried to reply to the text
That you sent on my birthday
What a terrible Thursday
I just wanted to hurt you
Like you hurt me

So I'll skip every song
That remind me of you
And I'll try not wonder
Which pieces were true
All my friends think I'm crazy
But that's not new
I just wish you were here

Cause I can't help but think
That you loved me before
And I can't even sleep
Cause you don't anymore
Tangled up in these sheets
Late at night and I feel so alone

Cause the way that it was
Felt so right and so sweet
Yeah I'd give it all up
Not to feel so empty
And I'd try to go back if I could
But I can't so I won't

And what if I never feel the way I used to?
What if I never want to blow out candles
Or raise a toast?
Cause right now without you I can't even try to imagine
All those moments, I'm hoping that one day
I will know how to be on my own

Cause I can't help but think
That you loved me before
And I can't even sleep
Cause you don't anymore
Tangled up in these sheets
Late at night and I feel so alone

Cause the way that it was
Felt so right and so sweet
Yeah I'd give it all up
Not to feel so empty
And I'd try to go back if I could
But I can't so I won't