emotional gas mask

Messed up my head
Thought I could handle it again
It's awful
I'm crashing down
It was a sin
Sweet boy
I know you wanna kill me
Am I crazy or
All my thoughts are not my own
Just a toy
Discard when you're done playing with me
At your door
The second you feel alone

I just wanted you to talk to me

Finally
I'm not alone, at least I think
You're fine to me
I see you there everytime I blink
Re-traumatize
My phone is buzzing at my side
Phlebotomise
Blood is leaking out my eyes

Woke up surprised
Am I really alive?
I was trying to die last night
I survived suicide



Credits
Writer(s): Nicholas R. S. Flowers
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