No More Sympathy

A victim with a complex
A villain with an impact
Who's working on my last nerve
I should really fucking end it all with her
The problem is she thinks that she's a fucking masterpiece
I should bust her like a grape for all she's done to me
The fact that she can't even take accountability
Her actions start to match up with her insecurities
Do you see the fucking problems that you causing for yourself
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Can't you see that you're the problem for everyone else
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
I don't know

I just don't get how like
I can be there for you
But when I need you
You don't know how to be there for me
It's, it's just this weird double standard
That exist in our friendship that i just
I can't, I can't continue to be apart of
I just can't keep doing this
I gotta go

We ain't never gon forget about
That time y'all hung out and then he violated you
What the fuck did I do
Are you really gonna sit here
And act like you do not care
I guess that's just the thanks i get
For saving you all those times
For confronting all his lies
For being your voice
For giving you the choice
For handing you my strength
I really had to realize your inconsideration
For anyone but yourself

And it's not like this is the first time I've ever brought this up
I've said this before
I've said this more times than I can count
And no matter how much I ask for some type of growth
For some type of change
For some type of consideration
I just never get it

And the way that things just went down
With your brother sneaking up and feeling on all up on pants uh
Private parts with his hands yea yea
And now I'm left feeling so disregarded
Like i'm not important uh
It's the, it's the way that I brought in my year
I brought in with tears
Brought in with pain
Bringing bringing up the memories I cant face uh
So much shit on my plate
And now there's no a solution nah
A fresh start does not give permission
Does he know what it is to feel this way uh
Y'all so lucky I love your mama

But I wanna thank you
For showing me that I need to put me first
That the most important thing in my world
Is my happiness
Not yours
I can no longer sacrifice what I need
Just to give you, what you want

A victim with a complex
A problem for an empath
She's working on my last nerve
The problem is that I didn't know that I'm the masterpiece