Disconnect

I'm writing this in hopes it hits you fast
And I hope the shit that shot you down just came to pass
We was writing shit together used to spit in class
Had dreams of coming up in rap at the same time and split the cash
And I hope you healing from your past
Come to think of it we never really talked about it
You know how niggas do we tip toed and walked around it
Didn't want to overstep so I kept in bounds when the ball was bouncing
In hindsight I should've spoken up
But I figured shit was cool and let you roll the blunt
Apologize if I made you think you had to front
You did some drugs but we was young and you was having fun
So I look the other way at all the pills you take
If I picked your brain I would've known your realer state
But it ain't my place at least that's what I thought
I just didn't want you bugging out or getting caught fuck it
But I guess that's what I get for assuming
And now you thinking of selling you heard that business is booming
Should've stopped you right there and said why you shouldn't do it
Shit is risky in Canton bro you should focus on music
More important if it go left then who do you trust
But I'm leaving town tomorrow so I ain't want to fuss
So I kept my mouth shut and we went back to the party
But I feel like deep down that's where the disconnect started
But that ain't your fault I know I should've reached out
But at the time I had my own shit to think about
I wasn't trying to be fake I was just chasing the cake
When you on divine timing you ain't trying to be late
But I know that people change it can't really be helped
So in the city of them stars I'll be wishing you well
But I got a quick text and I knew that I failed
Because my bro sent me that article that you went to jail fuck