Pain

Pain feeling up inside I had to realize
Real eyes recognize real lies
I cut some ties from some people that was holding me back
I'm an adult so don't plan on nobody cutting me slack
So relax
Catching Cases that's just something that I do
So everybody's temporary I seem to always lose
So who's true
I can't admit it I got trust issues
You wear boots
I bet you couldn't walk a mile in my shoes
What's love
Man I just want to be loved shots bust I reload I'm sending more to the gut
Popped up cases pending who's going to hold me down
More rounds don't let me go I only want you around
It's me now
As I cruise through the town
She said she never gonna leave that shit was hard to believe
I probably never will achieve me chasing my dreams
Cause I signed away my life I did it all for plea
I was blind when they crossed me
Won't drop a dime I'll do time for my homies
She said she's fine but I could tell she's feeling lonely
She lives a lie but I could tell she's being phony
It's showing yeah
You can have a heart but never show it yeah
You can grow a part and still be growing yeah
Before you live a lie live in the moment yeah
Before you give your heart make sure you own it yeah
Love yourself before you love someone else
To tell the truth I was with you couldn't think of nobody else
To tell the truth I was with you you made it still feel like hell
I'm done with love I'm giving up this broken heart for sale
I keep my phone on DND I got that shit from lil Scoe
Cause I don't never wanna talk and I be texting back slow
I just wanna be alone unless she coming off dome
I took my feelings put em in a box and gave em to Ro
I bet you I'm a be the first to say I don't have a heart
But be the same niggas smiling but be falling apart
I'm a shark you outta know that you can't swim the fish
I was falling out of love with the bitch I was with
I admit
Damn I be missing my kids
My baby mama that bitch stuck and she so full of shit
I just really need a hug but I'm in fear of the risk
I just really wanna fuck don't want a relationship
I admit