Your Existence Will Be the Death of Me and I'm Not Ready To Die Yet (So I'll Just Pretend That You Don't Exist)

I accidentally thought about my ex today
It'll take a bit of time but I'll be okay
I'm not suicidal but please end my life
Im better off alive but I want to die
I just wanna end it all, I'm not gonna lie
I know that
I'll be alright, I'll be just fine, I'll be with my sadness
I'll be alright, I'll be just fine, I'll be with my pain
I'll be alright, I'll be just fine, I'll be okay
I'll be alright, I'll be just fine, I'll be with my sadness
I'll be alright, I'll be just fine, I'll be with my pain
I'll be alright, I'll be just fine, I'll be okay

I don't wanna forget you
I know that I should
I blocked all your socials
I promise I'm good
I'm just tryna forget
That you ever existed
Because ignorance
Is a blissful existence
I don't wanna forget you
I know that I should
I blocked all your socials
I promise I'm good
I'm just tryna forget
That you ever existed
Because ignorance
Is a blissful existence

I can't hate you, cuz it's my fault
I made a promise that I couldn't keep
But I tried so hard, don't mistake it
I tried so hard but I'm not complacent
With how it turned out
I tried so hard but I could've tried harder
I'll be alright, I'll be just fine, I'll be with my sadness
I'll be alright, I'll be just fine, I'll be with my pain
I'll be alright, I'll be just fine, I'll be okay
I'll be alright, I'll be just fine, I'll be with my sadness
I'll be alright, I'll be just fine, I'll be with my pain

I don't wanna forget you
i know that I should
I blocked all your socials
I promise I'm good
I'm just tryna forget
That you ever existed
Because ignorance
Is a blissful existence
I don't wanna forget you
I know that I should
I blocked all your socials
I promise I'm good
I'm just tryna forget
That you ever existed
Because ignorance
Is a blissful existence

Distance makes the heart grow fonder
And I'm as far from you as I've ever been
Distance makes the heart grow fonder
And I'm as far from you as I've ever been

I don't wanna forget you
I know that I should
I blocked all your socials
I promise I'm good
I'm just tryna forget
That you ever existed
Because ignorance
Is a blissful existence
I don't wanna forget you
I know that I should
I blocked all your socials
I promise I'm good
I'm just tryna forget
That you ever existed
Because ignorance
Is a blissful existence



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Writer(s): Kevin Peet
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