Flawed

I've gotten around my fair share
And I know it makes my mother scared
But I never said that I wasn't scared either (Either)
But I found someone just like the rest
And he didn't even do it the best
But for once I wanted him to stick around

Cuz normally when they put their hands around my neck
I feel so hollow
But he didn't, he was glowing
And I was going to follow

Then I looked into his eyes, high as christ
I thought I saw m then I thought I saw god
I looked out the window at those warm lights
But all I could see was my past so flawed
Oh god oh god oh god

I'm going mad doing all that I can
Trying to remember and find my man
Give death to my insecurity with a kiss
(What do you want from me baby?)
These moments shake me up so hot
It's a beautiful terrible fate I've got
The end of my love is always my own abyss
(I'm so hopeless, aren't I?)

Cuz normally when they get beneath my skin
I feel so vulnerable (Oh no!)
But I didn't we he did that
(I don't deserve better... and I'm fine with that!)

Then I looked into his eyes, high as christ
I thought I saw m then I thought I saw god
I looked out the window at those warm lights
But all I could see was my past so flawed
Oh god oh god oh god

And I'm so scared of you but that's why I want you I want you
And I'm so scared of you but that's why I want you I want you

Then I looked into his eyes, high as christ (High as christ)
I thought I saw m then I thought I saw god
I looked out the window at those warm lights
But all I could see was my past so flawed

So flawed
So flawed
So flawed

But all I could see was my past so flawed