Crying Myself a River to Drown In

Now I lay myself to sleep I lay in my own bed and weep
My life is a cycle of all this judgment
Girl we both know I ain't gonna be a good husband
I'm the one they call the dark
I'm the moonlight My life is so hard
I scream and shout for my life to end
Suicidal thoughts, yeah I tend I hate playing pretend
All these people are so fake, they my only friend
And if I could read what they thought about I'd have to leave this life behind
Man I'm out, I haven't slept in such a long time I'm less valuable than a fucking dime man

Let's let my body float down the river find me in a moat
Then you can bury me alive and before you can stab me twice
Slit my throat while I ride with my girl, she my light
Tie the noose really quick I got a mini one made for my dick
I don't care how I go out, just make it fast or not
You can make that shit last And when I finally pass
I only want a handful of people at my funeral when I run, I'll dash
It seems like I've got my hands full I got the gun it's in my hand
And I'll cry and shoot myself in the fucking head
I don't like doing all this stupid shit I wish my body would fly into the clouds
And when I make it out of this prison I hope all these people will be so fucking proud



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Writer(s): Cameron Scott
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