Heartbreak

Heartbreak heartbreak
Keep controlling my fate
Keep taking all my love and turn it to only hate
Heartbreak heartbreak
Please get outta my face
Please stop telling me I'm worthless and no one would want me anyway

Yeah
I remember the smile you had when I first asked you out
You look so confused like you didn't know what I was talking about
That's what I love about you we share the same doubt
And together we lower the amount
When you said that you loved me you must've misspoken
Cause I gave you my heart and you gave it back broken
Should've known by your forked tongue that your blood was frozen
I don't wanna reflect on the good times we had
It's just a painful reminder that I want you back
I cry every time that I rap
Knowing that kiss goodbye was the last
I guess you'll just be another dark memory in my past
I thought you were the one for me
All I needed was your company
But the sins you had were hunting me
And honestly this is way to much for me
I was happy with you but I'm now I'm straight back to depression
I've been having a lot of misdirected aggression
Trying to get over you with no succession
I guess I've never been ok this here is my confession
Does it surprise you that I have suicidal thoughts
Does it surprise you that my heart is lost
Does it surprise you that if you don't need me
Then my life has no meaning
But your not even worth it after the way you treat me
I always see myself as a terrible person
And everyone tries to convince me that I do have a purpose
And that my life is worth it
But they should all know that it's worthless
So don't waste your time
I told you I'm fine
This depression is mine
And I am the master of my own mind
I keep getting in my feelings
Fighting with my demons
But you kept picking me up hiding the fact you were cheating
These songs are my only therapy
I always feel terribly
All I ever wanted was someone to care for me
How could you do this to my heart
All I gave you was love so how could you need time apart
At least I can get a new start
I don't need you anymore
I can't keep crying on the floor
Over someone that plays with my heart as a sport
You watch as I tear myself apart go get the popcorn
Think about all the money I spent on those flowers
Not knowing you would be the cause of my darkest hour
This relationship was never really ours
I can't be superman not all of us have powers
I feel ashamed your in my memory
Especially cause in a few years you won't remember me
I guess it's obvious we're not as strong as we pretend to be
Only thing you started in my life is violence
At least now I can get some silence
While you're probably at your highest
I'm a little confused
On what I should do
So I can finally get over you
Hopefully the pain will be over soon
And I can finally see the bright side of the moon
Honestly I gamble with my life so much I should be dead
Walking to find my end
Telling me where better off as two friends
Well I guess it'd actually be three

Heartbreak heartbreak
Keep controlling my fate
Keep taking all my love and turn it to only hate
Heartbreak heartbreak
Please get outta my face
Please stop telling me I'm worthless and no one would want me anyway
Heartbreak heartbreak
Keep controlling my fate
Keep taking all my love and turn it to only hate
Heartbreak heartbreak
Please get outta my face
Please stop telling me I'm worthless and no one would want me anyway



Credits
Writer(s): Noah Hindley
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