Social Outcast

All my life, I've been an social outcast
Stayed solo
Stayed alone, and did my own thang
It's going to be me, until I hit the grave, you feel me?
Mmm

A life of living 'in the past, spreading feelings that are hopeless
Born in confusion, for the brain to never stay 'in focus
Grew up, an outcast, that never got noticed
Until I face death 'for time to see, when I approach it
A small kid, in a town, of an rough hazard
Dealing with wannabes, and fake, tough bastards
I was social, in my own world, to be alone
Was unattractive to the girls, so I left love alone
Was on my own, dealing with bipolar's madness
Struggling to function with my brain, filled with sadness
Nobody gave a fuck about me, so I twisted my trust up
And made it ruthless, towards everyone, that stayed in the cut
I kept my circle to myself, and never put nobody 'near me
My personality is like an skeleton that fears me
I'm different, for no one to understand my task
I'm a shadow that don't flash, cause I'm an social outcast

Death is coming, near my soul
Will it live, or will I lose control?
Will I lose control?
Nobody understood my past man
All they did was laugh

Every breath, I'm feeling low
Toxic drains on me, so don't get close
Cause I'm living in the past
Feeling sad, and mad, cause I'm an social outcast

I kept my pain 'inside a bubble, til I popped it with lyrics
While using life, as an reflection, as I start to appear, in a cycle
With demons 'gathering, erasing my spirits
Annoyance spreading 'from my feelings, the devil is wicked
I hated people cause they criticized my pain, with a stare
Using lies to compare 'to loyalty, with despair
I stayed alone, with my head in the journals
Writing angry feelings 'that's eternal
My head is like an roller coaster, waiting to swing me
With evil moods, from the devil's bumblebee 'that would sting me
Constantly, until I drop 'below the flames of fatal
To get cursed with a brain, that's forever, unstable
You can see the way 'I function, trying to fight, suicidal
Performing in front of demons at fire's death recital
Inhaling ammunition 'in my system, before I blast at the public, in the ass
I'm an social outcast

Death is coming, near my soul
Will it live, or will I lose control?
Will I lose control?
Nobody understood my past man
All they did was laugh

Every breath, I'm feeling low
Toxic drains on me, so don't get close
Cause I'm living in the past
Feeling sad, and mad, cause I'm an social outcast

All my life, I've been an social outcast
Nobody understood me, that's why I stayed 'in my own lane
Cause I didn't want them 'near me
Born in the past
Surrounded by laughs
And people, using my life to bash
I came from the gutter, and I'm still in the gutter
But still, I'm hustling, and grinding for mines
I move in solo, and I'm a move in solo, until I hit the grave, you feel me?
So don't come 'near me, cause I'm an social outcast

Death is coming, near my soul
Will it live, or will I lose control?
Will I lose control?
Nobody understood my past man
All they did was laugh

Every breath, I'm feeling low
Toxic drains on me, so don't get close
Cause I'm living in the past
Feeling sad, and mad, cause I'm an social outcast