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I've been taking my time waiting on you
Writing my lines, telling the truth
And if only I knew what I know now then
Then I would've known what to do
Staying up late at night
Too many thoughts up in my mind
Do you really know what it's like
To live in constant fight or flight
Wake up, it's still there
No one fucking cares
I'm just so damn scared
That I might die here
Everyone's saying I'm fine
But that is not what I feel like
Obsessed and compulsive
It's not what they all said
It's not about cleaning, it's living in dread
It's not what they told me, no
So how the fuck was I supposed to know?

I think there's something wrong with me
My mind is my worst enemy
Obsessed, compulsed, everything in between
Come on, come on and sing with me
1,2,3,4,5,6,7
1,2,3,4,5,6,7
1,2,3,4,5,6,7
Ruminate, repeat, get no relief

Maybe I'm just crazy, but I wish I would've known
There's chemicals messing with my soul
Oh no
My mind is hazy, will I be this way 'til I'm old?
I feel I'm losing all control
Let go

So many people telling me to get over it
Like, if I could, don't you think that I would've tried it?
Nervous ticks in my hands, in my face
I start to think that my life's a mistake
I took two pills, then I question if I took 'em
Then I think that I might O-D off a vitamin
My brain thinks such horrible things
Will you just shut the fuck up and let me sleep?

I think there's something wrong with me
My mind is my worst enemy
Obsessed, compulsed, everything in between
Come on, come on and sing with me
1,2,3,4,5,6,7
1,2,3,4,5,6,7
1,2,3,4,5,6,7
Ruminate, repeat, get no relief