Secret Support

I'm in my feelings
I can't really help it
I feel like crying
I feel disrespected
I know they saying that they riding
They ain't really stepping
I need a second
Need my own space
Call my phone it go to voicemail with no trace
When you see me in the city ask me how I'm doing
I say okay
Wish heaven had a phone
I would talk to granny all night long
Give up anything for one conversation with God Daddy
Show Kilo that I'm playing the guitar
Niggas secretly supporting me
Publicly ignoring me
I ain't want that fake love you can keep it
Niggas mad cause I be speaking up when they be pillow talking
Tryna walk me for a fee
And I ain't walking
With this rap shit they be talking
I grew up with them and they just really be talking
Won't say my name on a track
Cause they know with these lyrics
I spit it Vivid
From my heart
Mind
And spirit
I really live it
Hate this path I been walking
Nine years wasted I feel retarded
Been rapping since a kid
Last year I just started
Been undefeated with the flow since Middle School

Mrs. Marallce died
Slick Rick from Happy Hill too
Timothy Packer I still think about ya
Other people they then forgot about ya
Me and my cousin he geeking he at the doctor
Cousin T Top let me stunt with the Chopper
Feel the tears dropping not finna stop them
Every time I see a Xanax Bar
I thank about my cousin on Moffett Road
Wish that I could back
I wouldn't take for granted
God knows that
I keep my head up on the inside
I need some relief
My Grandma died two years
I still haven't grief
Ain't nobody at my table
So I got to Be brief
Seen 3 niggas die a month ago
I'm still in these streets
I'm in my feelings
I can't really help it
I feel like crying
I feel disrespected
I know they saying that they riding
They ain't really stepping
Call my phone it go to voicemail with no trace
I need a second
Need my own space
When you see me in the city ask me how I'm doing
I say okay
Wish heaven had a phone
I would talk to granny all night long
Niggas secretly supporting me
Publicly ignoring me



Credits
Writer(s): Daron Packer
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