People Pleaser

Oh
We got different life plans, I know
Tryna do what I can, so don't go
Oh (Yeah)
(Don't go, don't)

I just made twenty-five bands, but that shit don't mean nothin' to you
I got a lot of new time to invest, I'ma trust it in you
Everything changed in my life, now I got some adjustin' to do
Everyone needs some shit from me, I always got somethin' to prove, oh, no (Huh?)

Sorry, I had a lil' episode (Yeah)
Brand new season with the same old show
Oh-oh, oh-oh
(Don't go, don't go, don't go, don't go)

This the sound of the bubble, don't look now, if you ever look down, then you're bound for the trouble
I feel like I'm tryna find a way to fuckin' drown in a puddle, head underwater, but the sound isn't muffled
Four showers a day, time to inspire me, I'm sorry to the Earth, my fault entirely
I never meant to use your resources to cope with my existential anxieties (I'm sorry)
My bad, making deals now, and they all wanna give me five, like a white dad
Life been movin' too fast, feelin' like a time-lapse, feelin' like it's eight-bit, lookin' like it's IMAX (Yeah)
I know I gotta really walk away, off the stage, the applause don't really wanna stay
I just wanna make 'em all happy, I'm a (people pleaser)

I just made forty-five bands, but that shit don't mean nothin' to you
I'm running out of this time to invest, can I trust it with you?
Everything changed in my life, I still got some adjustin' to do
I wanna be by your side, when I'm with you, there's nothing to prove, oh (Yeah)

Oh, We got different life plans, I know
Tryna do what I can, so don't go
Oh (Yeah, what?)
Don't go, Don't (Yeah, it's a check)

If it was up to me, you would look up to me, put all your trust in me, hello
Instead of comfortably hatin' so subtly, it's fuckin' up my lil' mellow mood
I just made 45K in one day in two hours of work, but you still unimpressed
You probably went to pool parties and called all these rappers their first name 'cause, fuck, you a mess
Hellcat scattin' like Billie, teeth gold like the ticket, I gave her the gob-stopper in that pussy, bitch, I'm Willy
Still gettin' the slop-top, but it's COVID, ain't no kissie, are you kiddin' me? (Yeah)
I really tried to keep the peace for the energy (Yeah), nostalgia, you better off a memory (Nostalgia)
I was never tryna make you an enemy (Yeah)
But were you even listening when I said

I just made one-hundred bands, but that shit don't mean nothing to you (Yeah, nothin'!)
I don't got time to invest, so you gotta find something to do (Yeah, do)
Everything changed in my life, so I had to adjust for the new (Yeah, new)
Maybe I made a mistake, maybe there's something to prove (Yeah, yeah, yeah!)

Oh
We got different life plans, I know
Tryna do what I can, so don't go
Oh (Yeah, don't go, don't)

("I'm not made for the solo ascent.")
("And I need a long time to learn it.")