What Comes Next (feat. helena3)
I'm stuck in the same place
I feel like I'm running in circles
I'm always looking at the end of the race
Before I run into the next hurdle
Am I taking far too much time to grow
I was a late bloomer
I been leaning on my faults and using them for humor
How do I work on direction when I don't know how to start
How do I think for myself when I been leaning on my heart
I can't seem to run through the wall in my mind
What if I put the work in and there's still nothing to find
The fear is worse than the damage I'm taking, I'm breaking
I'm lying awake thinking of changes I'm not making
I'm taking steps forward, but my hands are shaking
I got left behind because of how long I'm taking
I swear to God I'm climbing this hill
I ain't a hiker at heart, but I got demons to kill
I'm tryna figure it out
Am I ready for the battle to end
I been fighting for a long, long time
Am I ready for what happens if I win
Oh it's been a long time since I been outta my own mind
Sometimes I wonder when it's over
What comes next
Am I ready for what comes next
Mad thoughts always knocking at my door
Bad things always happen when I want more
It's not enough to climb
I need to reach the top
And if not, I don't wanna take the shot
So days turn into weeks and months, I'm complacent still
The engine's hard to start
The fear is hard to kill
I try to hit the ground running 'cause I don't wanna walk
I'm tryna take it past my words
I'm great at talking the talk
I been running my mouth for too long
The rabbit hole in my mind is too strong
We're all alone walking blind on the same path
I'm taking notes
But I never figure out how to act like I have it all together
Man, you know I'm a mess
I try to hold it all back
You see the weight on my chest
And now I'm downing my drink
Because I don't wanna think about what comes next
I don't think I'm ready for what comes next
Spilling wine on the floor just to make a mess
It's kind of funny, feels bloody but it's been a long time
Since I made up my own mind
And I guess now that our little party's over
Now we're just a bunch of loners
Now we're just a bunch of loners
Guess we're just a bunch of loners
Hope you know I'll be there at the end
I feel like I'm running in circles
I'm always looking at the end of the race
Before I run into the next hurdle
Am I taking far too much time to grow
I was a late bloomer
I been leaning on my faults and using them for humor
How do I work on direction when I don't know how to start
How do I think for myself when I been leaning on my heart
I can't seem to run through the wall in my mind
What if I put the work in and there's still nothing to find
The fear is worse than the damage I'm taking, I'm breaking
I'm lying awake thinking of changes I'm not making
I'm taking steps forward, but my hands are shaking
I got left behind because of how long I'm taking
I swear to God I'm climbing this hill
I ain't a hiker at heart, but I got demons to kill
I'm tryna figure it out
Am I ready for the battle to end
I been fighting for a long, long time
Am I ready for what happens if I win
Oh it's been a long time since I been outta my own mind
Sometimes I wonder when it's over
What comes next
Am I ready for what comes next
Mad thoughts always knocking at my door
Bad things always happen when I want more
It's not enough to climb
I need to reach the top
And if not, I don't wanna take the shot
So days turn into weeks and months, I'm complacent still
The engine's hard to start
The fear is hard to kill
I try to hit the ground running 'cause I don't wanna walk
I'm tryna take it past my words
I'm great at talking the talk
I been running my mouth for too long
The rabbit hole in my mind is too strong
We're all alone walking blind on the same path
I'm taking notes
But I never figure out how to act like I have it all together
Man, you know I'm a mess
I try to hold it all back
You see the weight on my chest
And now I'm downing my drink
Because I don't wanna think about what comes next
I don't think I'm ready for what comes next
Spilling wine on the floor just to make a mess
It's kind of funny, feels bloody but it's been a long time
Since I made up my own mind
And I guess now that our little party's over
Now we're just a bunch of loners
Now we're just a bunch of loners
Guess we're just a bunch of loners
Hope you know I'll be there at the end
Credits
Writer(s): Alvin Halimwidjaya
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