Up Now

I remember all the times we used to wake up in the park
Made me appreciate the times we used
To wake up in the dark when the lights went off
Ouu mama why them lights went off
And all them times I used to walk in on you cryin' in yo room
You used to tell me nuns wrong go on
And watch cartoons until the lights went off
Yo why them lights went off
Yea, yea, yea, yea, yea
Ouu ouu
Ouu

Uh You had a hard life, but god don't place no more than you could bare on
Ya might be strong but that don't mean that life don't sorta ware on
Ya little heart and all they do is fake act like they care for ya
When you die they gone lie and have da nerve to swear on ya
Ma-Ma-mama said handle hoes with caution
And if it's ever me or them then there really ain't no option
Kuz I'm the only one dats got me since my mama gone now
Since the age of ten, been on my own and bitch I'm grown now
Keep yo money tight and keep yo business out da streets boy
Get ya education don't pretend to be no street boy
You gon do big things yea I know you got dat heat boy
Gon and get dat bread feed ya folks it's time to eat boy

Been through hell but i turned out well
To all who wanna see me fail
Too bad kuz I'm up now
So If ya glass full, gon hold it up now
Uh uh uhh
Ouu ouu

They tried to take me down, tried to make me feel like I was nun
I'm finna level up I'm finna show these niggas sumn
While hoes was all up in my muffuckin business
I was taking classes and investing in my business
I'm not about to sit around here gossiping and shit
And I ain't finna fake ki ki wit no gossiping bitch
And if anybody feel like this song hit home
Then yup it's for you must've done some wrong
I was tryna keep the peace
But now I'm back and bitch I'm war ready
Thought I was sumn then
Ha I'm even more petty
See like to hit a motherfucker where it hurt da most
I'll have you slicin' up yo wrist or tryna overdose
But I choose to walk away kuz I got something on the line
You say fuck your future but you ain't finna fuck me outta mine
Kuz all that raw raw shit don't do a thing for ya soul
Except make niggas go bald and make deez bitches look old
So please save your bullshit

I'm hella wrong