Mirror n Me

How long you sustained it
You called the wrap and then we went our ways
Oh, look who showed up after all
When you said done, I thought you

There was too much contemplating
Always saw me wrestling
It's easy to know, you jumped my fence
The mantra must say my name, I saw that you met at 8
But changes won't follow me, I make my own inner peace
The more the tone, I zone outta my forces
My soul alone, the cold I show approachment
And even home could be a place of losing motion
I see you from the dome, all this glass and losing focus
Took the scheme and made me silent
Try to speak some truth into a writing
Maybe when I'm done, I'm gonna buy in
Sayings saying "sun" is start the trying
It's bad enough to keep on lying
Saw the love increase when I'm declining
Funny 'nough I'm losing more my timing
Delivery is proving less in hiding
Deliver me I'm losing to the silence
Bitterly opposed you'll be but I am
Supposedly supposed to be reguided
That's what I'm told but I don't hold so tightly
Words from one who can't look out their eyelids
Curse is you and I get on the same leash

More boring it gets, you're the sedative
I look to the desk right where you used to sit
It's all chasing old days with
Crazed faces, did you erase me

How long you sustained it
You called the wrap and then we went our ways
Oh, look who showed up after all
When you said done, I thought you gone
You gone, you gone
You gone, you gone
You gone, you gone, you gone
You gone, you gone

By myself, I look to right and left
All I see are the mirrors that I could ask for help
In this journal, I'm troubled in fitting someone else
My ink won't take back my failures, I can't give em guilt
Cuz now I see other people caring, other people feel
All the people settling, are the people real
And I see they changing and it got me sealed
What I'd do to steal it
They got me seated
If I grab a gun and leave the card
They need me, but who would read it?
Not one thought I couldn't run
Lotta doubt I seen a ton, not outside but inner funds
Need I say more than I done
Need I change more all for none
Need I fall in need to please and get you stunned
What you see is what I am
I'm watching me more than you can
Apologies, apologies upon my knees
For all the greed
One kind of me that comes out from this mirrored end

More boring it gets, you're the sedative
I look to the desk right where you used to sit
It's all chasing old days with
Crazed faces, did you erase me

How long you sustained it
You called the wrap and then we went our ways
Oh, look who showed up after all
When you said done, I thought you gone
You gone, you gone
You gone, you gone
You gone, you gone, you gone
When you said done, I thought you