Control

I don't wanna get loose
And fall back into abuse
Keep control so I can't lose
My mind out with all these views
My heart is feeling confused
Bruised from high heels and new shoes
Keep control so I can't lose
So I don't get used

For a long time I was being lead by a hole
In my soul, but now I got it under control
You're an amateur boy, so pass the controller
Whole world watching but I'm not feeling smaller
Let them holla while I earn my dollar
Cause her heart will be only won by the biggest baller
I want to get up in that collar, cause I'm no longer heartless
I gotta keep control, but I want it regardless
Punch my way up, beat em up, keep em controlled
Hold me down 'fore I fold throats like old notes
Boat loads of cash and bankrolls never stopped oaths
Bet you could use some gold coats and new clothes I suppose
I wanna keep control but my soul is unopposed
My heart runs with thoughts my mind chose as imposed
There's some memories that better be left disposed
Keep those doors closed, block the keyholes
Get control

I don't wanna get loose
And fall back into abuse
Keep control so I can't lose
My mind out in all these views
My heart is feeling confused
Bruised from high heels and new shoes
Keep control so I can't lose
So I don't get used

I wanna get a little more
Hold myself so I don't fall
Keep control so I don't end up
Spilling tears all on my floor
I wanna get a little more
Hold myself so I don't fall
Keep control so I don't end up
Spilling tears all on my floor

I gotta act right, I'm no longer afraid of everything, aight
Kept a flashlight to keep away from you at night
You're a quite bite sized tight sprite white delight
Now I ain't scared of you, socialite
Contrite won't hit until hotel workers use that ultraviolet light
Free up gigabytes for pics of us, told that old b- goodnight
But I didn't wanna be impolite
Sent her some of our photos, show her what happiness feels like
I can't keep it under control
But at this point I don't really care at all
Might allow myself to send you a call
Stop putting myself above all
Black hole in my heart is now gone
And the feelings don't drag on
No longer need alcohol
To open my eyes in the dawn
I keep control

I don't wanna get loose
And fall back into abuse
Keep control so I can't lose
My mind out in all these views
My heart is feeling confused
Bruised from high heels and new shoes
Keep control so I can't lose
So I don't get used

I wanna get a little more
Hold myself so I don't fall
Keep control so I don't end up
Spilling tears all on my floor
I wanna get a little more
Hold myself so I don't fall
Keep control so I don't end up
Spilling tears all on my floor