Jealousy

Jealousy, hell I see the heresies
Promethazine and ecstasy
Be leading to the death of me
Too real to be reality
We're haunted by the past
And running from the change
We knew it wouldn't last
But we couldn't turn the page

You and I are alike
We're alone and alive
In dreams we take flight
Only awake in the night
Darkness in our eyes
We can barely rise
Sadly we are wise
And see through the lies

Dreaming of a better life
With no insecurities
Yearning for a brighter light
To ease all our worries
I guess we're addicted
To the pain in our shadow
We keep our hearts hidden
Afraid of what we might undergo

Yearning for a way out
Of this frigid maze
searching for a new route
But our visions hazed
We can try to run
but no we can't hide
For when the day is done
The angels start to cry

Demons are whispering
I have been listening
Death is something
I been considering
Praying for a miracle
That may never come
Pacing at the hospital
What have we become?

Spending our nights dazed
we feel so out of place
the past can't be erased
So we say it's just a phase
But one day our masks
Made from I'm okays
Will shatter like glass
And we'll change our ways

Want something different
But I don't wanna change
Argue with myself
And I prolly look insane
I don't ever fix it
Love to complain
Want a different outcome
But I always stay the same
I hate the way my brain
responds to pain with rage
The skies are all grey
But I like it in the rain
I've pushed away
Everything that made me happy
And this is all that remains

Wanting some help
But I don't wanna ask for it
Pent up this anger
I hate how I manage it
Put down the bottle
Then always go back to it
My life is a story
I'm not the protagonist
They say pains the greatest teacher
I must be a graduate
Look at my mind
And I know that I've damaged it
I'm perfectly happy
With my misery
Telling myself that a win
Ain't no victory



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