I Explode

I came to you to say I'm sorry for what I've done
Jesus Christ I never meant to hurt anyone
Looking at me is like staring down a loaded gun
Pull the trigger and you know you better fucking run
I've decided that enough is enough
I told you time and again that I am not one to trust
If I stay the course I'm on then you'll have nothing to show
For the time that you spent
just waiting for change to grow

I'll run so far away tonight
Like a bomb just waiting to ignite
The best thin I can do is leave
That way when I explode
You know there will be
Nothing left of me

I fight the pain because you know that I've tried to be
Something more than what you always expect of me
It's no surprise I've fallen short and remains to see
If I can move beyond the path that I seem to lead

I can't hold on
With this weight I'm carrying
I can't turn back
There must be something left for me

Diffuse
Or explode
Diffuse
You look at me and say

You can't just run away tonight
There's much more meaning in the light
I'll cut the fuse before it's through
And keep you here with me
Cause I will take whatever's left of you

Diffuse my heart
So I don't explode



Credits
Writer(s): Forrest Winks
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