Losing Myself

I knew it wasn't right to even stay
But I let my guards down for you, that's insane
My friends kinda hate me
For the way I talk about you
Like you never even caused me so much pain

Things are blurry lately
I tell you that I love you
But I'm not myself when I'm with you
We're so pretentious
Really being sweet to you
Feels like a god damn routine

This crazy game we're playing
I don't mind losing
But my pride's in the way
I gotta admit that when I lose to you
I end up losing myself too
Losing myself too
I gotta admit that when I lose to you
I end up losing myself too

Isn't is funny how your name on my phone is "My Love"
'Cause when I talk to you,
It seems like I'm conversing with a stranger
All our lovey-dovey pictures on my gallery,
I feel no butterflies when I'm staring at them
What's wrong with me

Things are blurry lately
I tell you that I love you
But I'm not myself when I'm with you
We're so pretentious
Really being sweet to you
Feels like a god damn routine

This crazy game we're playing
I don't mind losing
But my pride's in the way
I gotta admit that when I lose to you
I end up losing myself too
Losing myself too
I gotta admit that when I lose to you
I end up losing myself too

You never taught me what love was
All I learned from you was what love is not
And I'm sick of staged romance
So can we call it quits
Can we call it quits just because

Things are blurry lately
I tell myself I love you
But I'm not myself when I'm with you
We're so pretentious
Really being sweet to you
Feels like a god damn routine

This crazy game we're playing
I don't mind losing
But my pride's in the way
I gotta admit that when I lose to you
I end up losing myself too
Losing myself too
I gotta admit that when I lose to you
I end up losing myself too

Things are blurry lately
I tell you that I love you
But I'm not myself when I'm with you
We're so pretentious
Really being sweet to you
Feels like a god damn routine

This crazy game we're playing
I don't mind losing
But my pride's in the way
I gotta admit that when I lose to you
I end up losing myself too
Losing myself too
I gotta admit that when I lose to you
I end up losing myself too

I'm here waiting for my pride to fade
So I can break it to you
That i'm not myself when I'm with you

I gotta admit that when I lose to you
I end up losing myself too
Losing myself too



Credits
Writer(s): Julianna Louise Araojo
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