Tired Out

Yo, yo
Tired out 'in my system, while running outta gas
Time's moving fast, as I'm trying to look pass
These hard times, that are full of struggles, on behalf
Of my demons, in the flash 'of my reasons, to be mad
In need of the cash, but I'm so tired out
Trying to form a drive with my talents, but my tires are out of balance
Staring at my life 'from a distance
It's broken, and I don't think that I can fix it, in this cold world
Like my heart 'for instance
It started hating, being part of my existence
After it got locked up, for a life sentence
With no bail, and is forced to pay off sins, with my pension
I'm losing control, and feel myself, going back
To my past, and everything 'that I've ever surpassed
Would go to waste 'for me to be good for nothing, trash
My anxiety was bad, It made me think that something bad would erupt
In my life, that really sucks
The lightning from the storm, in my head, wouldn't stop, til I was struck
I'm stuck in between, feeling fired up and hype
To weaken, from depression, in my tired out life
Working minimum wage, I can't afford to save
For my dreams, cause I got too many bills to pay, like poor J
It cost a fortune, when you need a break
And when your heart breaks, no-one wants to care, until it's too late
Life's unfair, when you make mistakes
It's only fair, when your life is great, ha
I'm at 'it's street light, and want to go
But I'm stuck 'on red, like Satan's in control
Striking me with tolls, causing me to self-destruct
I fell apart and had to find the time 'to re-construct
Corrupted from the everyday pain, that's real
The birth of my skills, makes me write 'what I feel
When I write 'what I feel, I be feeling it
I feel my tank boosting up, as I'm re-filling it
I'm in my feelings, but I'm killing it
Losing myself, in this music, that's who I'm chilling with
I'm Ill and sick, ya, and tired out, at the same time, ya
Building up some wisdom, from the same mind
Reflection with it's own frame, tries to frame mine
When it's stormy, but I love to feel the rain pour down, in my mind
I be tired out, and be wanting to quit
But I will never quit, being straight legit
Staying loyal and keeping it a hundred, fam
I'm so lyrically sick, that you could feel me in your stomach man
I'm in the struggle, but I'm learning from it
Money's like an drug, cause I really want it
I want more and more, so I can pay off my doubts
And just hibernate, cause I'm so tired out

Cause I'm so tired out
I'm so tired
So tired out
So tired out, from this life
So tired out, from everything
I'm so tired out