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Black, I see black when I close my eyes
When am I gon see heaven's light?
It's been a long time since I've smiled
It's been 2 hours since I've cried

Question me about a pointless life
Don't ever talk to me about suicide
I don't wanna die, I just wanna try

You paint a picture of me in disguise
Then you tend to wonder who am I
All these lies have been utilized
All this life but you choose to die

So I don't attend your funeral
All these shots are subliminal
You hit me up to get physical
Do it till we reach the pinnacle (yeah)

I party with a gun on my hip (on my hip yeah)
Don't stand too close cause I might let you R.I.P (let you R.I.P yeah)
I'm here now so don't ask me where I been (where I been)
So heavenly how every time we sin (yeah)
Party with a gun on my hip (on my hip yeah)
Don't stand too close cause I might let you

How you feel about waking up to all this madness
Lotta kids in the neighborhood, but half are bastards
Remember times we was hooked and stuck like magnet
It was ages before I knew opposites attracted

Now I'm going back to places that I never thought I'd be
I never trip I tie my laces, only fall when i'm asleep
And I never needed braces just to straighten up my teeth
But my smile can make her date me and I put that on me

I party with a gun on my hip (on my hip yeah)
Don't stand too close cause I might let you R.I.P (let you R.I.P yeah)
I'm here now so don't ask me where I been (where I been)
So heavenly how every time we sin (yeah)
Party with a gun on my hip (on my hip yeah)
Don't stand too close cause I might let you