Yesterday

I don't believe we ever fully let the past go
Lately I been known to turn into an asshole
Another obstacles that I got to get passed though
Or just say fuck it imma go and get this cash hoe
I'm a keep this quick let me speak before I drink this fifth
Fore I start thinking bout the reason why i need this shit
Before the poison hits the chemicals and reinvents
The voice inside my head I talked to when I was kid
Come to think of it I've never had no broken bones
Just broken hearts broken promises and broken homes
Lets look back at all those caskets that we stood before
And count how many of those funerals we could control
We got addiction bad decisions we got suicides
Some don't sit right but we'll keep shit between you and I
Cause who am I to judge the actions of our human side
And scrutinize the demons never where a suit and tie
I dream in black and white my nightmares took a lucid ride
I'm losing sight of all this booze and getting bruised inside
Sometimes the fights the hardest thing that you can do in life
Just yesterday you finally took down that noose you tied

An elevator ride is taken us to many places
So many ups and downs and putting on so many faces
It's always Halloween just got to choose which mask you taking
And get the costume right you might as well match when you fake it
Another state of mind another place that I get wasted
I'd love to stay and find a base but I feel dull and greyish
It never mattered how lived your life just how you shape it
Hell they took BLM and viewed it through the eyes of racists
They couldn't comprehend they just heard black and started stomping
Another whisper from the shadows now becomes the gossip
I'm not a rapper I'm an artist you can peep the content
Came to the realization yesterday I'll never stop it
Big picture don't crop it you'll start to come off toxic
And push away the ones that care to fuel up your pocket
Gas light improper product nonsense if I'm being honest
I'm signing off it's AM peace and love let's end this proper