Someone to Blame

From the start the odds were stacked
I really doubted she would like me back
I had hoped for so much more
Why did I feel heartbreak when I was so sure
All I need is to let her be

I take every laugh as proof
And then she comments on your insta too
All alone my jealousy consumes
So I just pretend that I don't care for you

I wish I had someone to blame
For the anger that I'm feeling
But the pain is self inflicting
In the end there's no one but me
I would prefer a cold betrayal
Than to face how I failed

Didn't see I crossed the line
I thought it was you or me, yours or mine
Then we talked and it all seemed clear
I'm done filling my emptiness with jealous fear
All we need is to breath free

Away from all the pain I could be causing
Away from the emotion I'm exhausting
I never really asked to be her captive
So let me out I hate the way I acted

I push emotions down into a cluster
And all I really need is to forget her
But something in my mind can't seem to let her gooooooo

I wish I had someone to blame
For the anger that I'm feeling
But the pain is self inflicting
In the end there's no one but me
I would prefer a cold betrayal
Than to face how I failed

No one but me
No one but me to blame
Don't I wish I had someone



Credits
Writer(s): Nigel Mumford
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