No Control

My mind is outta control
And I don't really know where to go
And I don't know if I can find a place called home
How to cope
With the pain is something I don't know
Life is a rocky road
But truth be told
Sometimes I feel I'm left in the cold
Somewhere to grow old and roll over
My hope is a hole
But i'll never get a hold of
My dreams I get hopeless
Don't know how to own it

A series of unfortunate events
Led me to believe this
Life is a gift

So take it
Run away with it
Don't play with is
It's dangerous
It can't be touched

By nobody else
I'm seeing that the talent turns to wealth
But only if the talent is felt
Nobody sees the passion but self
It's like I gotta master magic just so I can be dealt
The same cards in my hand just like everybody else

But when the odds are against me
I'm forced to move swiftly
So the work really gets me
To where I gotta move quickly and
Gently to make sure it hits me

But don't nobody get it
I'm in this business
In the beginning I was crawling
Now i'm sprinting
Tryna regain the distance
Taking advantage of the gifts that I was given
Finding different ways to get this chicken
And split it with the ones that helped me get it

And that's how it's supposed to be
I can feel god tryna get a hold of me
At the same time demons holding onto me
But imma break free of all the closing scenes
And I hope to be
The man that I chose to be
Following the path God chose for me
And hopefully
I can help the people looking over me

Cuz I know that imma love it
Still ain't at my peak when I reach imma still go right above it
Looking for the peace that I keep when I see the world crumble
Knowing that the streets feel heat through injustice
Make the work leap to my feet when i'm above it
They won't ever see what I men by the struggle
But I know at least
They can be with the couple of people that can tell them