Help!

i lost my mind many times
i lost my mind many times

i lost my mind many times

Yeah

every time that I try
to do better in my life
it just seems that I die
more and more every time
but I ain't, giving up
no this battle is tough
but I got what it takes
yeh my motivation up

whats ur motive
is it clear
see my demons and my fears
all come out
when i shout
i got love but got doubts

i got fans, but got haters
i got kids i'm trynna' save
from the things that i saw
growing up, it was rough

thats an understatement
no basement on the streets i was chassin'
couch to couch on the outs
somehow I made it out
lost my son then my brother
still I got out of the gutter
fuck my dad bitch motherfucker
still I got love for my mother

she an angel
she was sick
what she could
do she did
and i didn't appreciate it like i should as kid
these are lessons we learn
some things we love gotta burn
i got homies that dun made it
see god said this is my turn!

whats your reason?
whats your motive?
whats your goal?
what u hoping?
its like somedays I'm good
and somedays i'm exploding
see my pains like an ocean
and i drown when I'm lonely
its like screaming for help
but don't let no body know it

i got all that i need
somehow I'm searching for something
i been played round the world
somehow l i feel like its nothing
i got a dream that ill make it
but I'm at war with myself
i ain't ask for much but if u listen up
can somebody help

I need somebody to save me
I need somebody to say hi to baby
no I ain't seen my son lately
I miss him to death it was driving me crazy
think i'll see a therapist maybe
someone to talk to
open up daily
feel like i'm shady
missin on Hailey
missin' my daughter
feel like I'm carter

kill every track in the booth
i feel like I'm snoop
see all the smoke in the room
i cant just rap and i cant just sing
feel like I'm drake
my shawty a dame
feel like I'm losing my grip on reality
smoking this sour I'm going thru rapidly
fights with my wife its my fault I ain't proud of it
hate this depression i hope i get out of it

fuck

I'm on a road they all wanna be on
I'm dealing with fakes and dealing with peons
dealing with lames and dealing with demons
Im on the road til jay honest a phenom
famous or infamous I'm gonna be on
promise u this is mawfuckin' season
get up and shine my mawfuckin' greeting

blue check on the gram they repping my team n
mad as fuck they cannot compete
I'm waiting lyrically ill leave em deceased
put em in a coffin like a mawfuckin' meme
bet ain't no one in my city delete
they already tried
i do this while they sleep
10 years later they still on my feed
i told u there ain't no stopping me

whats your reason?
whats your motive?
whats your goal?
what u hoping?
its like somedays I'm good
and somedays i'm exploding
see my pains like an ocean
and i drown when I'm lonely
its like screaming for help
but don't let no body know it

I got all that I need
somehow I'm searching for something
i been played round the world
Somehow I feel like it's nothing
I got a dream that ill make it
but I'm at war with myself
i ain't ask for much but if u listen up
can somebody help

Can you save me now

I need somebody's help

Yeah

I lost my mind many times
I lost my mind many times