I Wanna Die

The only one I've ever loved has left me bid farewell
My bedroom is morphing into my own little hell
I'm haunted in my dreams by the memories of them
A beautiful reality I can never have again
They promised me forever but now that's nevermore
When the raven comes calling I'll be locked behind my door
I wish and hope but I know I can never change the past
I guess I was so stupid to think the perfect love would last

Oh I wanna die
Why should I even try
Please I wanna die
Or at least lay down and cry

All the voices scream inside and are driving me insane
You were my world and now I don't think it can ever be the same
I feel so empty all the time oh why should I go on
I watch our favorite shows and play our favorite songs
This is no longer just artistic liberty
I'm really not okay can someone please help me
So I guess I write these songs so I can bitch and pout
I really feel so lost like there's really no way out

Oh I wanna die
Why should I even try
Please I wanna die
Or at least lay down and cry

You were my world and now you're gone
I don't see how I can go on
I'll always be here in case you find
Your love for me or change your mind
You'll always be my one true love
Through pink skies a flock of doves
If you can never again love me
My only wish is that you're safe and happy

My door stays unlocked in case you come back home
But if you don't I've learned to live alone
The voices in my head already berated me enough
The past is going gone and the future's on the cuff
I've changed a lot and grown so much but it can never be the same
At least I still have the memories in my brain
But I'll wait here until the pink skies fade to black
But I have to cope knowing you're never coming back

Oh I wanna die
Why should I even try
Please I wanna die
Or at least lay down and cry
Oh I wanna die (I wanna die)
Why should I even try (I wanna die)
Please I wanna die (I wanna die)
Or at least lay down and cry (I wanna die)
I want to die



Credits
Writer(s): Reece Fischer
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